nor are they otherwise.
- Lankavatara Sutra
Within
our minds we like to believe that we know things definitely; that we have
captured “reality” within our thoughts, concepts and beliefs. Actually nothing could be further from the
truth and nothing could be more futile.
We seek to know and understand a “reality” which can only ever be a
construct within our minds. The fact
that a cultural majority favors one fabrication over others is notwithstanding. Our real problem is that we seek know things
outside of ourselves without truly knowing who we are.
Now
if you are new to this line of inquiry, I apologize. You might be saying, “Hey, I am so-and-so and
I live such-a-place and I’m married to so-and-so and I do such-and-such for a
living. Or it could be some variation on
these; perhaps you are unmarried and unemployed. All of these are just definitions of
ourselves within socio-cultural categories.
As much as we believe in them and are emotionally attached to them, they
are not actually real. In fact they are
extremely ephemeral. It just takes one
good crisis in life to upset the whole house of cards.
Who
are we ultimately? Who is the real you;
the real me? To truly answer this
question we have to go out of our minds.
The fact is that many of us are trying to do this all of the time. We know that we are missing something, that
something is fundamentally amiss. We use
illegal drugs and alcohol, prescription drugs, sex, gambling, shopping, video
games, television, online social networking, etc. both to search for that
something and to distract ourselves from the vaguely insistent anxiety that
lurks just below the surface of our awareness.
Even
religion can be a distraction. As long
as we believe that “God” is an imaginary being “out there” we are looking in
the wrong direction. “The entrance door
to the sanctuary,” wrote Islamic poet Rumi, “lies within you.” Of course, he was hardly original in this
statement. Mystical poets and seers
throughout the ages have been trying to tell us the same thing. The ground of being is not to be found in
things but within ourselves; within our essential being. God is within us. S/He is who we are.
This
perspective runs throughout the Upanishads which are the source of the Yoga Vedanta
philosophy. The Kena Upanishad states
this quite clearly:
"That which makes the
tongue speak but cannot be
Spoken by the tongue, know that as the Self.
This Self is not someone other than you.
Spoken by the tongue, know that as the Self.
This Self is not someone other than you.
"That which makes the mind think but
cannot be
Thought by the mind, that is the Self indeed.
This Self is not someone other than you.
Thought by the mind, that is the Self indeed.
This Self is not someone other than you.
"That which makes the eye see but cannot
be
Seen by the eye, that is the Self indeed.
This Self is not someone other than you.
Seen by the eye, that is the Self indeed.
This Self is not someone other than you.
"That which makes the ear hear but cannot
be
Heard by the ear, that is the Self indeed.
This Self is not someone other than you.
Heard by the ear, that is the Self indeed.
This Self is not someone other than you.
"That
which makes you draw breath but cannot be
Drawn by your breath, that is the Self indeed.
This self is not someone other than you."
Drawn by your breath, that is the Self indeed.
This self is not someone other than you."
(Easwaren,
1987)
In
other words, the essential being is not an object which can be known through
the five senses, nor through the mind.
It is the “knower” who experiences through the mind and the senses. The term “The Self” can also be translated as
God. The Self is not at all our ego
personality. The ego is an aspect of the
mind and the senses. It is basically a
self-referential thought construct.
Remember, the real Self can never be an object of thought. In order to experience it we have go out of
our minds.
Meditation
is a means of going beyond mind without going completely crazy. Or maybe it is more of a safe way to go
completely crazy. When we are able to
relax deeply while retaining our awareness we can go deeper into the mystery of
consciousness; a mystery that can be labeled to a certain extent but never
fully defined. Science has become
interested in consciousness in our time but struggles because it is not within
its scope. While science searches for
truths in the physical world, spirituality searches for truths of
consciousness. Each has its place. Science is a wonderful methodology for
investigating the physical world; meditation is a time honored methodology for
investigating the inner. The Self,
though, is neither inner nor outer, it is both and neither.